I’d like to say I was in love with him

The more I think about it I could’ve just been in love with the idea of him..

The thought about love messes me up in the head.

Do I want something that overcomes my thoughts and emotions all the time?!

Something that makes me selfish and selfless at the same time?!

Something that can be so beautiful or so painful?!

Something that could mean so much to me and nothing to them?!

But here I am.. falling for someone else even harder

Sometimes I wish my heart could be part of my skeleton

I wish it could be fixed with a cast:(

But I gotta sit here and let it heal over time..

Bogus.

“We’re just having fun we don’t care who sees so what? We go out that’s how it’s supposed to be living young and wild and free” -Snoop Dog and Wiz Khalifa

Wise. Words.

I admire some things about kids.

1- they dream bigger than anyone. Always believing anything is possible.

2- they don’t care what anyone thinks and they speak their mind.

3- always coloring outside the lines

I wish we could all act like kids.. not be so fake with one another… still believing anything can be possible without adults telling us what is and what is not… thinking/coloring outside the box/lines is what we all need.

Plus the music was better in 2007-08.

I don’t remember half the things we talked about

But it was nice

Really nice

Sunrises

Canyon drives

The birds that wake you up in the morning

The fresh snow on the ground

Frost on the ground

All the seasons are so pretty my goodness

This is to all my teachers

Thank you for accepting my late work, helping me with everything I don’t understand, taking an interest in what I’m doing and how I’m doing, helping me get caught up from missing and all being good people.

I’m sure everyone has their own version of grind week but last week was grind week and I didn’t take it that serious and now there’s two days left in the term. Haha I’m stressing.

Have you ever heard the saying “people always want what they can’t have”??

You ever like someone then they start to like you too. Then all the sudden your feelings are gone?? No? Just me?? Help.

Tonight I was sitting around my kitchen table surrounded by my 2 aunts, cousin, my dad and uncle. We got together just to sit and all talk. As I was sitting there I realized how much I was going to miss the moment when it was over. It was bittersweet. Moments like these where we are arguing about our opinions or laughing til our stomachs hurt are the moments I wish I could live in forever.

Block the sun

Block the rain

Place for money From your talents

Show off your favorite team

Keep your head warm

Cover a bad hair day

Hang on your wall for decoration

I love hats.

I know I’m human for sure. Sometimes we get in a routine that feels like we will never get out of. At least for me. But there are the small moments you feel like you are ALIVE!! When you cry. When you are laughing so hard that you feel like you’re getting a six pack. When you get butterflies. When you get called on in class and your face goes so red everyone feels uncomfortable. Sometimes I feel like all I do is go through the motions but I live for the moments that make me feel alive.